now the time has come for me to look away from the simplest ways to get a sense of living this pointless life and having these pointless thoughts just about everything swirling around me. i am NOT a fucking robot anymore i am NOT programmed to go through all this bullshit years and years, the routine they do, the meaning they find in it, the blood-sweat & tears aesthetic, the whole EXHAUSTION, it’s nearly insane how we are killing ourselves with the system, the corrupted construct, the office-HELL, the time of craziness rumbling down our brains, it’s all just NONSENSE (nonsense)
but i can still run away from all this. i still have the guts to believe in myself (i guess) just.. don’t hesitate.... the book of all times said it all. you just need to keep the faith..... yes, faith.
i see the small church among the leafless trees in the middle of nowhere and this is just the place to start it all over.
redemption, that’s what i need. i can feel the weight getting off me as i step through the door and this feels so spiritually pleasing.
the candles brightening up a spacious room, the rigorous faces of saints and angels all looking at me in amusement asking for my potential devotion. yes i think i am ready to pray.... i’m ready to find myself somewhere on the higher level, somewhere not....
wait this isn’t right. more people coming around trying to put me in some kind of a circle, they’re all wearing gowns and holding... what is it, a goat skull? and actually (keep the faith) WHAT THE
credits
from crisis,
released June 28, 2020
eva reicher - lyrics
Anna Mochkina - production
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