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lyrics

something’s been on my mind recently
something i can’t quite get off my chest
it started when i saw this dull light behind my eyes
that reflection in a lake somewhere in Hyde Park
and then it began following me everywhere

buses, windows, screens, monitors, cars, puddles, glasses, bottles, showcases, mirrors, labyrinths

endless routes leading me somewhere dark
only showing my dumb face everywhere i go
and every time i turn around i see nothing but an empty silhouette

it’s filled with void
an extra tarot card
just wasting resources doing what society wants it to do
making it just a pale light that is slowly fading out until it disappears (disappears)

am i gonna disappear? (scream)

if i only knew what can i do to stop it
i don’t have any friends.. maybe that will do?
i study but i don’t really know how to enjoy something so trivial like that
maybe i should get a job? people want to have lots of money and successful career path, could it be the same for me?
i don’t believe in god or anything but... should i give it a try? dedicating yourself to something if you don’t have anything to do with your dumb existence doesn’t seem to be a bad idea anymore

what else can i do if nothing works after all? maybe i should live my best life in the ways like... lovers? alcohol? clubs? or even drugs?
hahahah too many thoughts for today

they all creep me out even more

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from crisis, released June 28, 2020
eva reicher - lyrics
Anna Mochkina - production

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